Just Do It… For Yourself.

I was seeking acceptance, I guess. As I do everyday.

I…

  • Picked pants that made my butt look desirable.
  • Dressed like what my friend would call a “politician’s son”.
  • Spritzed my favorite cologne so that I might smell like the perfect amount of sex.
  • Fluffed my hair to no end.
  • Pretended to read on the subway platform.

… All to impress a guy whom I have never spoken to in my life. What? Yeah, some dumb shit going on here.

Ok, he’s in the train station every Monday morning, Grindr proves he’s gay, it’s a thing. He doesn’t seem to want to respond to my existence over a demonic orange app, but who cares? I woke up on a mission.

-he walked past me with some model twink boy-

I looked hot that day, so fine. The only thing that bothered me about the whole ordeal was that I did these things for someone other than myself.

But now I will…

DRESS. SMILE. LAUGH. and

BE THE BEST PERSON I CAN BE…

for MYSELF.


 

 

 

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